I said all I wanted was for you to be happy… truthfully all I wanted was for you to be mine… Now i’m invited to your wedding..
So I still haven’t gotten my raise at work, supposed to get it at the beginning of December, found out I prolly wont get it till after febuary… this is retarded I do way to much for minimum wage (prolly gonna quit soon)
fuck it
BLAHHH About ready to give up on everything I’m working on and start from scratch, Nothing is fitting together, Nothing is helping… and blah just blah… im tired of trying so hard and not pushing forward… even a little progress would be nice… please?
Truth is
Sometimes I have no idea.
But I don’t show it, I’m always the one with the answer, the solution, the fix it all… But I haven’t been recently, I don’t know whats changed but things don’t come to me as easily anymore… I feel faded
shit I say cause I speak without thinking
“gotta love a man with a switchblade”
“My penis is a switchblade”
“thats pretty awesome”
I’m tired of this repetitive day in day out bullshit… I require change, but im so used to this that I don’t know if i’d be able to handle the change
also I am sure to blog more often because I find I am more productive and happier when I do


